寂寞 是当我一个人走路上学时 一个人搭公车时 一个人逛街时 一个人吃饭时 一个人睡觉时
寂寞 是当我想要传简讯给朋友诉说心事时 却发觉没有人回应我
寂寞 是当我开夜车赶作业时 全世界都已沉睡 没有人在旁鼓励我 陪伴我
寂寞 是当我上网nudge所有人时 没有人理会我 没有人在乎我
寂寞 是当我一个人坐在窗边 望着绵绵细雨 想象着我是一朵孤单的云
寂寞 是当房间的墙壁明明是浅青色,我却感觉到是白色与黑色之间的灰色
寂寞 是当我感觉到我只是一粒微小的尘埃 没有人会关心我到底飘到了何方
寂寞 是当我发觉我没有朋友时 当我发觉没人爱我时 当我发觉没人疼我时
寂寞 是当我所有的朋友 都在为生活忙碌 有不同的交际应酬 而我早已成了局外者
寂寞 是当我发觉我只是每个人生命中的过客 而不是永久居民时
寂寞 是当一个本来很在乎我的人 突然对我冷冷淡淡 把我在他心中的重要位置连根拔起时
寂寞 是当我在夜深人静的夜里 偷偷一个人痛哭 没有人把雄厚的肩膀靠过来 让我依靠
寂寞 是当我经过熟悉的街道 想起熟悉的人的味道 沉醉在沉痛的回忆里时
寂寞 是当我一觉醒来 发觉我还要独自去面对所有挑战与困难时
我很害怕寂寞
我很害怕孤单
我很害怕一个人
我很害怕无助的感觉
此时的我 闻到了寂寞的气息
Monday, December 10, 2007
Sunday, December 9, 2007
雨天日记
雨天 09/12/07
我染了头发,剪了个厚重的刘海,想要把自己变年轻些,却发觉我的心早已老了,无法再回到从前了。
我想剪短长长的发丝,却发觉我根本没有勇气,我舍不得。
我想要设计一张独一无二的圣诞卡,却发觉我设计出一张很幼稚的作品。
我想钻入我的心坎里,了解自己在想什么,思念着谁,却办不到。
我染了头发,剪了个厚重的刘海,想要把自己变年轻些,却发觉我的心早已老了,无法再回到从前了。
我想剪短长长的发丝,却发觉我根本没有勇气,我舍不得。
我想要设计一张独一无二的圣诞卡,却发觉我设计出一张很幼稚的作品。
我想钻入我的心坎里,了解自己在想什么,思念着谁,却办不到。
Saturday, December 8, 2007
I m just a lazy gal^^
I admit that i am damn super lazy.
All my good friends start blogging thousand years ago, but i m still lazy to do so. Why? Cause i m j simply lazy. I create one blog before but it is abandoned after i wrote a few blogs. I still remember the last post is "i hate fat meats" *blush* Anyway, i want to try my very best to be a hardworking girl from now on. I want to start blogging and record down all the ups and downs in my life.
Nowadays, i am in my end of semester break. Oh, although it is quite bored to lay at bed everyday, eat everyday, watch dramas everyday, but it it still considered heaven as compared to the busy life in imu. At least, i can feel myself is alive and relaxing in my home.
I just come back from kl last few days. As mega sales have started, there are many discounts items in the shopping centres right now! Unfortunately, i failed to find any nice clothes to buy. I felt so dissapointed and bad!! Lastly, i bought a formal dress, platform shoes and some t-shirts. Urghhhhh!
Anyway, i am happy to the max when i met with my dear ph7 members during this kl trip. They are still as lovely as before. I love them i love them!! ( oh ya, lai wai jane was unable to attend this gathering! so this is a semi-ph7 gathering =,= ) It was a memorable experiences as it is the first time i watched movie n sang k with ph7 members at kl!!! Unbelievable right? The movie enchanted was so great!! It is romantic!! It is touching!! It is funny!! I wish that my life is a fairy tale too!! Can i? ^^
Lastly, i wan to hug my ph7 friends. My dear and forever good friends! Night ^-^
All my good friends start blogging thousand years ago, but i m still lazy to do so. Why? Cause i m j simply lazy. I create one blog before but it is abandoned after i wrote a few blogs. I still remember the last post is "i hate fat meats" *blush* Anyway, i want to try my very best to be a hardworking girl from now on. I want to start blogging and record down all the ups and downs in my life.
Nowadays, i am in my end of semester break. Oh, although it is quite bored to lay at bed everyday, eat everyday, watch dramas everyday, but it it still considered heaven as compared to the busy life in imu. At least, i can feel myself is alive and relaxing in my home.
I just come back from kl last few days. As mega sales have started, there are many discounts items in the shopping centres right now! Unfortunately, i failed to find any nice clothes to buy. I felt so dissapointed and bad!! Lastly, i bought a formal dress, platform shoes and some t-shirts. Urghhhhh!
Anyway, i am happy to the max when i met with my dear ph7 members during this kl trip. They are still as lovely as before. I love them i love them!! ( oh ya, lai wai jane was unable to attend this gathering! so this is a semi-ph7 gathering =,= ) It was a memorable experiences as it is the first time i watched movie n sang k with ph7 members at kl!!! Unbelievable right? The movie enchanted was so great!! It is romantic!! It is touching!! It is funny!! I wish that my life is a fairy tale too!! Can i? ^^
Lastly, i wan to hug my ph7 friends. My dear and forever good friends! Night ^-^
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